Monday, 2 February 2015

a love not meant to be...

Love not meant to be

She thought about him all the time,His alluring eyes, his beautiful smile 
That lit up his face ...handsome was he, She thought about the possibilities, 
that could have been..But was not meant to be..
How their lives had changed in the years spent apart
Yet she still loved him, deep down in her heart,
She always would, 
Yet she knew that it was not meant to be..
 Their love was lustful, young, full of desire..
The passionate love making,the burning fire. 
Yet their love was not meant to be.
The lies, the anger. the tears... It took her many years to see ...
Their love was never meant to be
She cried at night withdrew from life
Gave up on love...
Her heartbreak turned her flame into ice,
She became cruel in love, bitter 
Lost in an illusion...that love was meant only for the foolish..
For her love was not meant to be..
Her childhood dreams, where had they gone
Her life was empty ...lonely ... As time passed on
She struggled with her demons, fought with the devil at times
As She Yearned for love to return back into her life..
Only then could she melt her ice.. 
And return the laughter back in her eyes, the smile upon her face.
He then appeared back into her life
Still as hansom with alluring eyes, he filled her heart with warmth and delight..
But Somewhere over the course of the years 
when she let go of the anger, had run out of tears
Something changed...A transformation ..She had let him go ...let him go free
Sometimes love is just not meant to be
And with it released herself from her very own hell
She is no longer trapped in a prison or trapped in cell
No longer Bitter in love, she embraces it now
For she learnt how to love, she learnt from the pain
She knows their love will never be the same.
As it was many years before... A love that is not meant tt be.

The Man in the Moon

Someones coming through, He winks at me, flashes a smile, his blue eyes sparkle he is stood in the light, he still walks with a limp, whilst singing his song...'.What do you want' i ask with a grin.
I hear the doors .Love me two times baby..Love me twice today..'Arhh you've stopped sulliking' i laugh at him. He always leaves when you come back in my life. He wonders around, his hair is long, his beard overgrown, his head looking down , he meets my gaze, .his smile fades, he carrys on singing, but a diffrent tune..'don't ya make my brown eyes blue....' 'his eyes are brown, your eyes are blue' i state, confused. He smiles...
Caught in a triangle! 'oh not me, spider web and it's me in the middle'..he is singing in riddles...he talks back to front...
Your the connection, you are the link....
Keep your thought positive.let go of the guilt, The moon is Full tonight..
Stay with me, Stay in the light...
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The Moon, brightly lit, keeping me transfixed in thought. My prince in times of darkness, my guide towards the light. The Sun by day The Moon by night.
My man in the moon is here, One of my most highest guide, Star crossed lovers, that sounds alright..from another life, another world. I see a young girl in a picture, a group of three, ,don't listen to the rumours!' comes to me, A couple, sometimes its been tough, you stayed with your heart, he is your soul mate, you have that special love..Telepathic links, to the outside world..
My house feesl like it's moving with high energy viibrations, a gentle rock, a breeze on my skin, a feeling of love.. absorbing the light, the energy, getting high on the spirit of life, wanting to throw it everywhere...here have some love and light, don't let fear get on your couch tonight.
'And what i have done to deserve a vist from you?', i say cheekily as he enters the room, If i could smile a thousand smiles at once, i would be doing it right now 'Happy Imbolic' ....'Thank you', i reply .'I was in bed, it's the middle of the night', Birds are chirping outside my window, the moon light shining through.
..whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.
Mark 11:24 - Belief - Faith - Bible Quotes
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