In the company of Beings, Souls and Ghosts.: Psychotic Fantasy... Am I mad? by Amy Maiden

Psychotic Fantasy!!

I do not close my eyes yet I am in a fantasy..

I have seen him before, seen him in my dreams,

I hear his voice but he does not speak, not today anyway.

I wonder if he is real

Or made up in my mind.

My journey for my soul mate, shall I ever find

I am not sure if I am dreaming, I seem so wide awake,

is it love I feel or infatuation?

The image, the picture I have, of who he is to me,

is he my soul mate I see, in my wide awake dream?

Sitting in the summer sun,,

not a cloud in the sky, nor a picture in the clouds

where do I go from here...How?

I seemed to have skidded backwards, although I am far better than I realise,

my dreams will they become reality in my mixed up crazy mentality of what is real?

What is not!

Is something about to happen?

To change?

My dream, had I forgot,

That the road goes downhill before I can reach the top.

In a room of crowded people it does not matter who I am,

I could be in a room alone.

I wish to meet my soul mate, the one from my dreams,

in my wide awake fantasy

Am I mad? Or is this real?

In the company of Beings, Souls and Ghosts.