What does it mean

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What does it mean?

Again i raise the question is Jesus a Pagan? I feel like i need to clear what the word Pagan means. Pagan derives from the Latin Paganus meaning country man, poor man, poorper... was Jesus a poor man? There has been a debate after my blog... is Jesus a pagan?  Still we do not agree on the actual religion that our spiritual man of God belongs to, some say he was a Christian and then others say he was defiantly a Jew. One person claimed he was a Jew as he was born to a Jewish mother Mary. Now i did laugh at this comment not to demise the person stating her beliefs...but it must be true if his mother was called Mary!  Mary...Mmm... let me say a few things about Mary; the way the story gets told to children, when as children we all get to take part in the nativity play the big Christmas spectacular that gets all little kids involved in the history of Christianity (or so they say!)...was is not that Mary was a poor country girl who travelled far with a Sheppard and a donkey to reach Jerusalem? She was guided by the star and gave birth to her child our messiah in a barn? So my question is... Did she give birth in a barn because she did not have enough money to get a room? The fact she did not have enough money to get a room – did this mean Mary was poor, a poor country girl? you know where i am getting to in this on, do you agree?
I am telling all that i am not a ex christian or a ex anything and to automatically indentify  a paganin  being a witch is somewhat a bit interesting as the word witch mean knowledgeable and wise. I at my young age of 39 would not even begin to big myself up with saying i have knowledge and wisdom to be able to class myself as a witch unless of course witch meant W=woman I=in T=total C=control H=herself, then i would say yes i am a witch.  Although any woman or man that buys of few candles can call themselves a witch.  i would class myself as  a spiritual pagan because i am poor, skint J a happy and content  skint member ha-ha. I have travelled to monasteries and churches all over Europe and Turkey, i love history and churches, any old historic building really, i have a real fascination for religion i ask lots of questions in my search but it is all so full of contradiction, i am not stating i have all the answers, the questions i ask are what i have asked myself searching for my own faith. what i still ask now i am asking the world!

In the Catholic faith, they are against taking contraception to prevent unwanted pregnancies now i had two kids, had them both early in my life, now they are grown up happy and healthy they have not been Christened and have free will – freedom of choice to decide for themselves what faith what path they each walk down to be true to themselves true to their soul. I certainly with having a son and a daughter do not want anymore children, so every morning i pop a contraception pill in my gob, if i was Catholic i would be committing a sin. Errm i don’t care, i do not want any unwanted pregnancies, i will gladly commit that sin! Who the frig sticks to that bullshit rule anyway? Then we have got Christianity and the Ten Commandments... what is all that about? It is not just one command but 10, why not make it twenty? No sex before marriage...Why? I have never been married that is my free will, am i to put a big metal chastity belt on and become a nun? I do not think so ha-ha. It is a sin to masturbate... i command you never to touch you own body! What a load of shit, how can it be a sin to touch your own body? That is defiantly fucked up... that sort of weirdness can cause people to be left feeling guilt ridden and a sinner when it is perfectly natural to touch your own body. So do people really follow their chosen religion? Do they sick to the Ten Commandments or do they skip a few? I live by three rules...good thought...good deed...good speech. Now i curse/ swear but how you look at that is up to you, the way you view things; you could think it is offensive or you could think like me...fuck off-no way-you have got to be kidding! Words are words it is up to you how you interpret. If you fail to stick to all ten commandments you are committing a sin... why give yourself the stress of feeling guilt ridden you only have to stick with three rule let the rest go. problem solved live in the love. Does every Christian woman retain from having sex before marriage... i very much doubt it, but if you follow that commandment because it suits your beliefs then good for you and what if that commandment doesn’t quite work in your life, what do you do?...do you dump that commandment because it is a shit rule? then you are going against you faith and to go against your faith you would be committing treachery. What a load of bollox!

questions and more questions!

So the question is still unsolved – is Jesus Pagan?

Love and light

Amy x